James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr.

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[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

I also hate Twitter these days. I’ve spent so much time on here, gained a lot of friends and memories but I honestly regret how much time and thought I’ve put into tweeting. See you in 6 months lol.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

Checking in to tell you all, that after 9 months of German language courses, I can finally tell you that you band sucks in German

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

Checking in to say that any band member that plays in a ski mask is corny af

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

a photogenic apocalypse

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@lilmarcus_MT Literally have a place for you to stay for month no questions

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

10 months into living in Germany m and still waiting for a close friend visit me

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@one_tooth_down Make it the third day. Gotta spend some time at the family house 😎

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

The hardest day is when a parent or close guardian is gone. Years of imagining it doesn’t make it any easier. I miss her so much.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@one_tooth_down I love you too man. I’m here for you. Can’t wait to see you again

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@kennyxbusic You’re right. Thank you. I’m sure I will. ❤️

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@godsmack_rules I love you too

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

@kennyxbusic I’m sorry to hear. ❤️
Never predictable. Sometimes we can choose to think about it later or put it off but sometimes it’s overwhelming. A half that makes us whole will never vanish. I wish you well.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

My favorite picture. Taken at my sister Abby’s wedding in 2017.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

I know that She would be and was very proud of me.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

And it comes in waves. Not that I forget but it hits you out of nowhere that THIS is the reality now. Closing on one year now and it be so good to see my Father and Siblings.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

I just wish she could still be here

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

I have so much shame, pain and regret regarding My Mother’s death. I don’t regret too much in my life. This is still the worst thing I’ve ever experienced by far.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

I know when I get home I’ll do a good day of crying. So much held back pain and stress will be let out. I can’t wait to see My Family and friends. I really need to go to my family’s house and make things right. I miss My Mother so much.

[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

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[James Cornelius Rakestraw Jr. @JamesRakestraw]

hold on