I think my biggest flaw is no matter how horrible you treat me I would never want you to feel the pain I feel numbing me into someone I don’t recognize.. I’d never want you to feel the way I do..
The ugliest thing about me is my anger & it’s crazy cause i’m so laid back, i really am a calm ass person i don’t even be doing all that. i just hate feeling disrespected or played it turns me into a whole different person, i react first & think later.
I think when you’re transitioning from being a people pleaser to someone with more boundaries it’s so weird, because it’s hard to tell if you’re being mean or if you’re just listening to your own feelings because you’re so used to this & only thinking about others
Thinking about the one and only time this man I don’t talk to in the bedroom anymore made me cum by touching me with his damn thumb once 🤤while I rode him.. anyways happy Wednesday 🤟🏼
Fuck yes. Idc what anyone says, body dysmorphia can kiss my ass.. not a single soul knows what it’s like living in this body, and today I look in this dirty ass mirror and I love her❤️thank god for time to heal ❤️