LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

˚⟡˖ British ˖⟡˚ ⋆˚꩜｡ 18Lesbian/Bi🏳️‍⚧️She/They ｡꩜˚⋆ ♡Mentally Depressed Queen♡ ★Venter-Family Issues★

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

❀ Intro to #shedtwt ʚɞ

⋆˚꩜｡Jane M, 17, She/They｡꩜˚⋆

♥︎Bmi= 38.1 (Obese) ⋆✴︎
♥︎H= 170.1cm ⋆✴︎
♥︎Cw= 110.2kg ⋆✴︎
♥︎Ugw= 54kg ⋆✴︎

*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚

Looking for moots!! #moothunt

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

These past few days all that’s happened is me being blamed for shit and being shouted at constantly.
I feel so suicidal right not it’s not even joke like I’ve been dead named so much and I hustled feel empty inside

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

I think death is my only escape to be honest

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

I’ve applied for therapy but I honestly don’t know if it can help me and my trauma. Only because I can’t tell them everything because otherwise other people will get in trouble and then I will get in trouble. I am genuinely scared of my safety sometimes.

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

I feel like cutting again ngl I just cba to cope anymore with life

Full update tho this cut is nice and clean again

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Guys is it normal to not talk to your friend for a week or longer??
Bcs I don’t want to stop seeing them and I’m scared if I don’t message them they won’t hangout with me anymore

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Guys is it normal to not talk to your friend for a week or longer??

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

@MilAly4313 Thank you <3

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

My cousin is in hospital. This is about to be the second person I’ve lost who’s close to me this year.
There organs are shutting down and the doctors don’t know what to do.

[winston of shedtwt @hopeingtime56]

scars from the famous sesh. see if u can spot any you knoow! :)

they look so weak, i feel invalid.

ALL HEALED, NOT ENCOURAGING ANY HARM THIS IS SCARRING
#scarspo #shhtwt #edrtwt #beanstwt #styrotwt

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Why the fuck does my nan think it’s okay to write a birthday card for my pops from me putting my dead name. I only found out because I found it. She hid it from me because she knows I would put my preferred name. She actually pissed me off sometimes

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

I want to go to the gym for fat loss but like I don’t know a lot of things about it like
How do I know if I’m making progress?
How do I know if I’m lifting enough weight?
How do I know if I’m doing it right?
What gym routine should I do and does it matter what I do there?

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Why does nobody take about how bumpy deep styro cuts are and lowkey itchy 😭😭😭

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

@MilAly4313 Be safe xx

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

I can’t wait to cut myself up tomorrow

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

So just found out what my family really think of me and it’s all shit.
So might is well just kill myself

I have no purpose in life anymore and the fact I heard what my family really think of me makes everything worse

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

So woke up today to find out trans women have been officially banned from using women’s bathrooms.

Why put in so much money and effort just to do this. It’s ridiculous I’m so sick with the uk and just the world in general

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Can’t believe Argentina won

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Cutting again tn and burning myself with a fag bcs I lowkey hate my body

[LALA lover - SHEDTWT 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 @JaneM995]

Okay so I have lowly been cutting all day ….