✨Jay✨

Im Jillian....✨Dare to be different... or the same because what's the difference these days✨

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Bet money my suitcase is overweight tomorrow

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Starting to feel emotionally heavy again and I hate it.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

I really think I’m on the usher side for the r n b tour and ion know how to feel because I really want to be on Chris side. Because I think Chris mainly on the right side of the stage and I think my seats in the left.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Might I add that I finished my hair while something soooo clingy kept begging me to come to bed. Some that ain’t even supposed to be at my house because we giving each other space.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Finally finished my braids. And I’m always indifferent when I finish my own hair. Like do I like this or not.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Bestied so hard. That’s really my girl. We are one year post graduation from nursing school and literally thriving. Headed on our 8th or 9th trip this year. I honestly lost count. Both got a HIM. Thriving at the jobs. We are really them girls for real.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Waking up like this gotta stop man. What are we doing

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

The people my house have my entire shift plus all day cause I be sleep to wash, play and everything else. Conveniently they always wait until I get home from work. Please go away.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Going to lunch with my bestie tomorrow to yap and release the endorphins only she can bring me. Can’t wait to see my girl.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Coming home to argue with a kid 0/10. Baby go to bed… when does school start again.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

His heartbeat is starting to be my favorite lullaby…

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

As a girlie who has really bad RBF, I’m almost instantly irritated when a man tells me to smile except for this one person. Like as soon as he say it and smile at me I cant help but to smile back. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Like what is happening to me.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Trying really hard not to pick violence right now.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

It’s vacation week and as always I’m not prepared.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Whatever I don’t have for this trip… it is what it is.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Emotionally heavy right now. Really just want someone to hold me and let me cry it out

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Somebody told me my eyes look empty today… well… if only you knew.

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Now why this school ain’t tell my nephew to bring his bear to this program. Im bout to get to cussing. Because I feel like yall not including him

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

When I be talking trash about him to my home girls but sleep like a baby next to him 🤦🏾‍♀️

[✨Jay✨ @Jay_Juss_Real]

Sometimes it’s hard to hide my irritation. And I don’t even be irritated about nothing major. Really just be overstimulated.