A hard truth is women don't want to start families in their 20s anymore (have 2-3 kids before she is 30). No reason to entertain a woman if they aren't offering what men want. In 2026, many 1st dates get denied if its not to a fancy restaurant.
I was so sharp and so ready for this fight I cannot believe what has happened. The talk of me being off while walking in to the fight is nonsense. I was calm, ready, and confident. I am in shock what has taken place. The devil is literally staring at me right in front of my face here. I am not engaging. I will be at church tomorrow.
I will overcome this.
I will not be deterred.
I will return.