@DoobusGoobus I know how you feel and I think a lot of us do as well! One of my best friends in the world did it a few years ago and I miss her every day. Just know you’re not alone Doobus!!
I want to kms so badly but why does there have to be so much at stake if I do…my family, what few real friends I may have, plus probably going to Hell for eternity for it…I just don’t wanna fucking be here anymore. I’m tired.