Confusion made me test when I should have been patient.
Not knowing something which seems obvious to others led me to seem crazy~testing [stressful] ideas.
@wordstionary Stop pretending that those words make any sense. People with anything interesting to say cannot be reduced to a mathematical formula. The corporate algorithms that have been striving to define me have utterly lost their minds. That is what it is for someone to "appreciate" me.
@FatimainLondon@AtifShahzadsays@Fact Funny, he looks like Edward Norton...and Tyler Durden says we're all dying, according to Sylvia Plath, even Marla.
@Fact Walking, talking, computing, banking, and taxes all at the same time had me amped. Staying active mentally and physically keeps you young. You don't grow more neurons but they can make more connections. #ForeverYoung-er than any other guy my age.
@RTLifeQuotes@ithinkthatway Nature has it right. Let them fall when they're young enough to want to do crazy things and let them find their own way without permanent consequences yet with support. #MotheringNotSmothering
@ithinkthatway I hope she knows that my seeming mood swings are just misunderstandings based upon my unaccounted-for ignorance. So much of my life I haven't considered because once I arrived at a certain stage I knew I didn't have to worry any more. Others have different lives. #IFoundHope
I know my path. I only Hope that some concerned parties have actually listened to my thoughts and feelings. There are many who think I make no sense.
The Decision: I got this. I'll be with her.
I just need them to understand that MN and CA are very different in one respect.
@ithinkthatway I feel that completely. If not for some overwrought confusion undertaken for hitherto unknown reasons she would be in my arms (if not for her employment) now. I know Where she stands: With Me. It's been a crazy path but we're going to walk arm in arm.
@Fact Mind going a mile a minute. The only thing I'm thinking about is whether I would be the same man she loves if I limited my career options by taking instead of making a deal. Must be some sort of assurance without such dire consequences. That's what I get for graduating early.
@ithinkthatway@shethinx Idk if fair is where we would be. I know that more is expected of men so we get all of that. I just know that there has been much officious, (maybe) well-intended interlocking of relationship issues in my life. I'm starting a list of simple things. Fairness is a worthy goal.