Hey everyone, it’s been a while. I just wanted to share some thoughts about this year and what’s next for me.
This year, I did get one win but honestly, it felt more like luck. After that, things went downhill for both the team and for me. I lost a lot of confidence, and when that happened, my play just kept getting worse. It’s been a really rough year, one I never want to go through again.
I kept asking myself over and over… should I keep playing? Try coaching? Or even do something completely different? I thought about it a lot. But deep down, it just doesn’t feel right to step away like this. I still believe I can play well, and I want to prove that. I’m not ready to give up yet.
That said, I know I need some time. I want to take care of my mental health and my body, and really think about what I want to do next year. If I do retire one day, I want to do it with a smile not with regret.
I don’t know what next year will look like. Maybe I’ll still be a player, maybe a coach, maybe something else. But whatever it is, I’ll give it everything I have and show the best version of me.
I’m sorry if I let you down this year. But I won’t give up. When the night is darkest, that’s when the light shines the brightest. Next year, I want to be that light.
Thank you for supporting me! not just as a player, but as Impact the person. Whatever I end up doing, I want to make you proud. See you all next year🙂
BREAKING: YouTuber Outdoor Boys(14.8m subs) just announced he’s retiring the channel for now.
One of the most wholesome creators on the platform stepping away due to the fame and to focus on helping others/his children’s channels.
End of an era 😢