i saw a video of taylor swift talking about how people who struggle with addiction or mental health are quite literally doing their best every day and how everyone else has no idea the effort they’ve put into simply existing and it just hit. there are no pats on the back for fighting your own brain everyday, just expectations to be better.
ur not lazy u just need to rest ur small beautiful little head most hours of the day bc ur soooo tiny and small and life is so big and hard and it’s ok
i cant deal with seeing hozier talk about the 10 year anniversary of take me to church and the neighbourhood talk about the 10 year anniversary of sweater weather and arctic monkeys talk about the 10 year anniversary of AM within one week. what do you MEAN its been a DECADE
there were things i said years ago that i no longer agree with today. there were things i did years ago that i do not do so anymore. no, i am not two faced, i am simply growing and changing as i should be.
as we all should be.
trauma really does stay in your body & it really does remember the days when that shit happened. on the anniversary of things, it comes back up and you’re experiencing it all over again. but you may not even realize it until you think back “what happened this day x years ago?”