yea im definitely in shock, and u can still feel grief and sadness over this i absolutely do not think that’s taking away from the fact he had serious issues and wasn’t a great person. a lot of us grew up with 1d, this is truly really different in terms of the emotions im feeling
he was disqualified for standing up for himself and his own privacy. meanwhile a delegation that has been harassing artists and violating their rights all week is going to perform freely tonight. fuck this. fuck the ebu.