I know exactly what you need : you need to be walked on a leash by a powerful woman, you need me to control every single part of your life and to tell you exactly what to do! For the rest of your life!
Do you remember your first ever session? What was one thing that stood out for you or that you learnt from it?
My advice to newbies is to look at a first session as an experience. Not an opportunity to create a fantasy tick sheetβ¦