Norman

i spam ALOT on here, 18
21+ dni

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i cant help how much i like you, because its more then my heart can handle.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

even why i try so hard to not think about i just get reminded of you.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

how can you can leave me whenever you want, i thought you liked me

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

it hurts so bad

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

even seeing your text frustrates me, i dont want to only be spoken to because your bored late at night.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

like fuck why do you become more disinterested every day

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

sometimes i just be begging God to take it all away, i cant do it anymore. my heart isnt made for this.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i feel so much hatred for myself

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i can be the most prettiest shade of pink but none of that will fucking matter if you favor another color

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

because i feel like a stupid bitch whos eating her own vomit

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i dont even want to work out anymore or do anything

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i dont even care about touching you or anything of that nature, i just want your attention so badly yet i cant get it

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

why do i feel so shut off, i have you but i dont at the same time.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

was i ment to just be lusted over?

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

nothing is ever even anyone elses fault but myself, im putting myself in stupid circumstances and i get surprised with the obvious outcomes of it.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i want to be prioritized,
i want to prioritize,
i want to be loved,
i want someone to love.

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

i dont even understand what else i can do, im playing a long ass waiting game and its agonizing

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

majority of the time i be feeling like a complete idiot

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

I just want someone who will love me in the same way i love them

[Norman @Jenorosityy]

why do i always feel so unloveable