Sometimes family isn’t blood, and watching my little girl grow up with her cousins is the best thing I could ever imagine. They love each other more than anything. 🥹
a girl on tiktok said "healing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.
i detach very fast. Anything i love extremely deeply I'm prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot..l'll cut my finger off to save my hand. I can’t lose myself again, for anything. I'Il heal.