wint3r☆

embarrassed i was born
sorry for existing
i deserve to be tortur3d
i have no passions or interests(no personality, no purpose of living)
disgusting and ugly

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

@IwaHatesU be consistent and one day you will wake up not feeling disgusting anymore..i feel the same way and i hate myself sm i js want to feel comfortable in my skin..feel my bones..less disgusting..u can do it¡¡

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

why cant i js shut the fuck up. i overshare for no reason then i feel sh1t ab it and binge. wtf im so disgusting ill cry

[rayray𝜗𝜚 @hanjisning]

#omad

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i fucked up so bad and in one week of binging i put on 6kg. now i have to fast again. this time for 2 weeks then omad. i will never feel proud again of my progress. when i do it i fall into a binge cycle. i wish i was kidnapped and left to starv3 for a few weeks in a basement.kms

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

this is who i am. drew it 2 years ago when i was extremely close to suic2de. now i js got used to it. im tired. ik my horrible disgusting self wont actually do it. till when will i rot..

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i want to die i want to die i want to fie i want to die i want to die i want and deserve to die etc

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

im a disgusting shit

addicted to this
probably cz i wish i was k3lled bye

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

currently 3:49 am and still cant sleep. it happens to pigs like me

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i need to be tiny and small like this. if i cant make myself disappear, then i have to try and occupy as less space as i can. im a sh1t and i dont deserve anything anyway. (js sum to make myself not forget today ill fast)

[otakutron @otakutrons]

i am a boring very stupid no good at anything loser

[Elder @elderisback]

I actually can’t believe how much a binge changes your appearance. Two days after and my face is still swollen, my collarbones and chest bones are still gone. I can’t keep doing this. Sugar makes me ugly.

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

now i chugged a lot of coffe so i can sh1t. i dont have laxatives

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i know its my fault i fell into a binge cycle again but..what if my friend js didint bring me that cake..i feel that triggered everything. ik its my lack of self control but i wish there was no cake. Today i thought id fast or do omad..it was worse than yesterday. my stomach cry

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i know its my fault i fell into a binge cycle again but..what if my friend js didint bring me that cake..i feel that triggered everything. ik its my lack of self control but i wish there was no cake. Today i thought id fast or do omad..it was worse than yesterday. my stomach cry

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

@lolaflowr it made me actually consider suicid3 cz i keep falling into the same cycle after literally living the worst nightmares ever(i have really bad BED) i js wanna di3 at this point

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

yea i cant do this. i cant go to school. ill starve this time and ill make sure ill get so sick ill have to be hospitalised. anything but school im so scared

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

trapped in bathroom because im too afraid to leave 🙂. id like to jump from the roof of the skl but i binged yesterday and i dont want to make a mess there lol

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i want to die

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

i fucked the fuck up i fucking want to die. dhy do i destroy everything all the time. ihope i f die and get tortur3d. i put on more than 1kg. i gen deserve the worst treatment.ill never make me belive im doing sum good or progress cz i m a failure i repeat the samw mistakes

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

wow binged. idk why but weighing myself js made me agitated and anxious and led me to f binging idk ill be back on here after 2 weeks. i have to fast again and then omad for another week and just then ill weigh myself again

[wint3r☆ @JessePinkm366]

its over. i js weighed myself and IM NOT happy with what ive seen. i remember 2 years ago during the worst binge cycle of my life i had about 60-65 kg i think. now I have 56 ill cry. i was 54 before. and my goal weight is 48 ish i think. till december i have to do it