This past year I’ve learned that I am a soft woman no matter how much I try to fight it. Trauma has made me tough but I don’t want to be anymore . I deserve to be handled with care.
Enforcing boundaries this year has been uncomfortable for me because I've never had them. I've always been everybody's everything and left nothing for myself. But I'm learning that I deserve the same love I pour into others. I have to show up for me, too.
depression & anxiety is wild because one day you feel like you’re on top of the world and then the next you’re crying on your kitchen floor and can’t fucking breathe lol I hate it here