` I hope.. that i get to chase my dreams in another time. `
This account is officially archived indefinitely, i genuinely wanna thank you all for all the great memories i made with every one of you. I hope that you will all be happy even after my presence is gone.
-Ellis
i don't wanna stay here any longer. I miss the times when i could confidently say that this community was my true home. It was such a safe space for me that it helped me develop myself as a person. I will really miss this place.
Not even alcohol is helping me cope with this, that's how i start to realize how much of bottom pit this entire community fell down into. Doesn't help that i was involved in one of the situations that was with @/ShiraokiLover, someone who used me and my friends.
Then i started to watch this crumble in my own eyes. Piece by piece, month by month, i've seen this community get ripped off in half many many times. And with this situation, i have never felt such internal agony before. I had to genuinely bawl my eyes out because of this.
I loved Umatter. I really did. Being apart of it in August has always brought me in the potential i never showed once, from improving my social skills to showing how talented i am. I loved all of you people, and i still do. I liked being in this community.
It's always something new with this community, but this time i don't think i even want to keep going for this anymore. Finding out i'm in the same space as that awful person disgusts me so much. I never thought i'd start to feel like shit again.
@SclashGooAddict ` ..Instant coffee? A decent alternative if one is desperate.. `
She nods, she doesn't find that coffee likeable though not disliked either. Just neutral to it!