pump until you are toe-curling throbbing and pulsating recklessly, overstim so much that your brain leaks out and the damage can be visibly seen on your face, it feels indescribable
this weekend, completely zap out of reality, feel yourself go deeper and edge continuously, rub so much that you are shooting slop on yourself and making goonfaces because you are in another world, let the dopamine control you and guide you to pleasure