havent felt like this in a while..π«
hopefully the feeling subsides, and absolutely praying that i dont go towards a downward spiral cause that would suuuuuck
getting hit with the brainworms + feeling lonely wombo combo
sometimes i wish that i could just have a friend i could constantly text and not worry about oversharing π
AND ALSO FRIENDS THAT I CAN PLAY LOTS OF DIFFERENT GAMES WITH CS, APEX, TFT DOUBLE UP PLEASEEEEEE
my run with the bootcamp is finally over oh my godd, i was so stressed π
but i was able to get my new peak with a 75% winrate, and i went against sologesang and top 4'd!! IM GOING TO REST NOW WEEEE
I just realized how messed up my eyes are when I looked in the mirror π it's so red it's making me scared
hopefully Iβll be fine in a few days, because right now I look like Iβm having a midlife crisis aaa
it's nothing too serious but still didnt wanna make this post on main, but brainworms be doin work on my brain π§
but i think i can't take it casually, i've always been competitive, and i love giving it my all when i join a tourney, so im going all out from now!!π«‘
promised chat that ill play 6 games but ended up playing 12 games LO
we getting there thoo, no.2 right now but we shall take that number one spot the next session!! π€