Being suicidal due to depression isn’t about wanting to die. It’s about believing that you need to die to rid yourself of the pain you’re experiencing.
sayang ako. nakakaputangina lang kasi if i had the mental and emotional space, i know i can do a lot of things and don't even start with the repetitive ideology that i just have to blah blah blah kasi hindi naman madali. hindi ako tamad. wala akong solid support system. i am confused of what i can do because my perception of my abilities and skills are so jeopardized that i don't really know if kaya ko ba 'yong isang bagay or trying hard lang ako kasi hindi naman ako magaling-marunong lang. atsaka kitang i can't even see my self-worth unless i receive compliments from other people or whenever other people see things that i couldn't. hindi ko makita sarili ko kasi i'm so busy surviving my own mind every day.
In the lore, Jirachi doesn’t just wake up for anyone, instead he will reveal himself and awaken from his 1,000-year slumber only when he reacts to the voices of pure hearted children.
Nobody talks enough about the people who are suicidal but still functioning.
Still working.
Still parenting.
Still laughing.
Still getting shit done.
While quietly thinking:
“I don’t know how much longer I can fucking do this.
I see you. 👀