Syzy

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[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@CardisRedBarz @Mayisforgirls @heauxcosmicpwr @snufk_ @zombiegirlboy If you just don't want a partner with a penis you just don't and that's it you don't go make it everyone else's business with dog whistle phrasing implying irrelevant things. She is the one who herself brought the conversation to genitals. It's wholly unnecessary.

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@Arch_Meatpants @0atmik Take your meds grandpa you're sundowning in public again

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@Mayisforgirls @heauxcosmicpwr @snufk_ @zombiegirlboy Literally no one has said this to you and also that's not the correct use of internalized misogyny. The only thing happening is you're getting called out on trying to sneak in transphobia by talking about genitals when that has no bearing on the convo. No one cares what you like.

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@XrnNext Maybe

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@XrnNext i will bite u grr

[francis wolf @francis__wolf]

us if we were cats in china

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

if i hadn't been able to do it then i wouldn't have ended up on the other side of where that takes me time and time again and if it wasn't for what's happened i wouldn't be where i am now anyway so. big long sigh at that i guess...

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

sometimes i look back and think about who i used to be and i wonder how she did so much and went so far without even realising it until now looking back with contrast and then i guess i figure that's the problem itself

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

disgusted by realising yet another layer of how awful and evil straight men can be jfc aaaaaa

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

it is not normal how angry and divided people are how rude it takes a lot to live with such malice and impatience in your heart and it should not take being deeply traumatised growing up to value not wanting that for other people

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

lowkey hacking my brain so that when i get intrusive thoughts and feel awful i instead tell myself see thats how bad it could be and its the complete opposite so we GOOD :D and uh yeah that will surely work no?

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

hopefully now that i'm starting to actually make the right choices instead of just trying and being scared and sticking with what i know maybe things can change for the better and consistently so. i just pray one day i have my own little slice of the world i'm safe and happy in

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

i have no regrets in having empathy, though. the very foundation of what makes me the person i am and was, the person considered safe and worth exploiting, it is deeply rooted in how much i care and exhaust over others. i'll never regret being loving, only being hurt

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

unfortunately i simply have to confront the truth that the people who broke me completely have no qualms about it. if there were any regrets or sympathy for what is left where the person i used to be was i'd simply see it expressed. no one's losin sleep on empathy but me tbh

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

I guess maybe I'll briefly tweet about my new blog when I make it in case someone might care or be curious since I've been desperately needing more of a journal-esque place to get to express more mundane shit on a day to day level woof

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

@ariadotwav i completely agree, calling out stuff is important. i suppose i was just feeling exhausted that such people even take up space in public discourse and get treated with any legitimacy and i don't mean to sound like i was against what you said. can't really ignore the problem awayy

[Syzy @JimikoLesbian]

suzy 4.0 is gonna be so fucking great it's gonna go fuckin hard and yeah that's the nature of an iterative update ofc but i'm just so excited to get there and soon raaa !!!

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