Viv

Cannot forget Carcosa where black stars hang in the heavens ;; 💤
Just lots of emoslop posting ;; NZ
BMI26 // cw; 76 // gw; 50 // ugw; 45

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

Thank you to all my coworkers calling in sick so now I get their shifts. My wallet loves you 💗💗

[miyawaki🦇 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪࣪ ִֶָ☾. @miyatsukori]

too ugly to go outside, too ugly to have interests, too ugly to have favourite artists, too ugly to like cute things, too ugly to have a style, too ugly to talk, to ugly to communicate with people, too ugly to have friends, too ugly to love, to ugly to live

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

Bfs annoying me.... do i block and ghost him 👀

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

I love 9 hour shifts bc not only am I getting bank im getting Hella steps in running around the place. He'll yeah

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

36hour grind at work I love MONEY

[💙 @_visionills]

the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason

[yimika. @yimikaaaa]

i honestly doubt anyone has ever actually had a crush on me. like the thought of someone’s heart speeding up and then getting giddy at the thought of ME is just out of this World

[A feather in the wind @shimshimmysham]

There was a time in my life when I was so depressed that all I thought about was how to escape living. I didn’t want to die, but at the same time, I didn’t want to live either. I just wanted to sleep for a very long time. I fantasized about being in a coma for two years or so,

[𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑦𝑘𝑦𝑘𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ @R1nn_3x33]

I could've been underweight by now if my fatass actually locked in

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

Pyromaniac consuming my thoughts

[Kim @snopunkim]

Idk anymore 💔
#pyromaniac #cryoffear

[yue @br0k3n_h34rtzz]

"Im going to KILL MYSELF!"
*goes to sleep*
"Im going to KILL MYSELF!"
*goes to sleep*
"Im going to KILL MYSELF!"
*goes to sleep*

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

Being short in a tall family is torture. Brother 6'5 dad 6'3 mum 5'11 how did I end up FIVE FOOT SEVEN. WHAT HAPPENED.

[Hop3g8 @gkmsyjl_rebzyyx]

How being fat and fasting for 48h+ feels like #edrtwtㅤ

[nia @homuradown]

Does anyone else have these moments where you feel like you're not allowed to enjoy anything even in private cuz you feel ugly sometimes

[✶ @suwibi_n]

me trying to convince myself i don't need more scars

[baebae_15 @baebae_15]

scale hasn’t budged in a week

[Viv @Jizzlord__]

@cocobearsqk Right like I only wanna be around 50kg 🥀 but I swear its gonna be a slippery slope by then..