Guacamole

my mind on a blank canvas

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please don't leave me

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you don't love me, your bored of me i can tell

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im obsessed

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i get giddy just thinking about our future together

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weed would be so nice for my birthday gift

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why do lucky charms taste better without milk

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she really went from telling me "I feel bad that you pay for everything for me" to "when you gon start working more"

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Don't give up on me just yet, please

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i've spent every last penny on you what more do you want

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ik it irritates you, it pisses me off too

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but go out with your friend, i'm done for tonight

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so i drove 15 minutes in the rain to your work just for you to say your going home?? make it make sense please, im losing my mind being alone in this fucking storm

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Can I please get at least one conversation a week?

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why am i so paranoid

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when she went from texting me every second she could to only talking to me when she's bored all I could think of is where did I fuck up?

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fuck why am i having mood swings?!? help, how do i stop this...

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I know why yall do this, i'm not going to be petty about it but it hurts a little you know? Because yall never want to ask me what i think of it, or ask me my side of the story. I shouldn't be mad about it anyways, clearly they appreciate her more than me so why even bother.

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i was the problem this whole time, wasn't i?

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i'm always fucking up and wrecking shit it seems like i've perfected it

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third consecutive shit this morning and i've only been up for 2 hours am i dying?