i get now why writing in a diary was not a habit that stuck with me, like instead of trying to write ab my day which factually will not have a lot to write ab i should write ab every thought, emotion or feeling that popped into my head, like instead of following a formula i just
Being consistent in my style has been what I suspect to be the reason for my artblock. It sucks ass because I enjoyed the discipline, safeguards and routine of the process, but fuck it's been looking stiff lately.