@nypost I hope this guy rots in prison for the rest of his shitty life.. my childhood idol gets killed by some drunk dumbass who decided to get behind the wheel
Imposter syndrome perfectly sums up how I feel this morning. Iβve felt in no way, shape or form deserving of Sketches praise or anybody elseβs for that matter. Me & the other FaZe boys did exactly what I would hope any other halfway decent person would.
The βheroβ comments and βyou saved his lifeβ shit is mildly uncomfortable to read/ hear. Idky. Iβm just speaking candidly off the cuff. Nowhere else to really put these thoughts. Just processing this shit.
Today was a big reminder of why I bounced off this whack internet shit in the first place. It isnβt reality, people are so disconnected and so eager for approval and likes that they get so wrapped up in this game that they dehumanize an actual human. Push someone so hard that they really consider taking their own life.
Really insane being behind the scenes and so close to all of it. Homie was so sad, Iβve never seen sadness like that. Everyone in that same room saw it too. I just thank fucking god heβs chillen, safe, feeling even a little bit better.
It couldβve been a much darker day yesterday and I just thank god it went the other way. Lessons in that.