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this is for everyone. one day you will understand.

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@petaldairies Passionate expression. Everyone has something they dream to create or dream of being a part of. Whether its a painting or song or dance people want desperately to express the way they feel. And i believe that is the reason to live. To experience yourself and express it.

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Im so done. I just feel so finished. I dont need u. I dont need anything i just want to disappear.

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Im sick to my stomach. Jow much more do yall want like what else can i give jesus. Its not stopping and it just keeps getting louder and harder to ignore. Imma have to drop everything bruh imma hae to live in the woods. I mean away from all these people man.

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Im feeling deeply misplaced like I’ve been in the wrong spot my whole life.

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@schiz04renic The way they look.

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@ick_real Feeling like ur stuck with no escape.

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@ick_real I want to be in a position to make my environment and community feel like mine while also playing a key role in it allowing others to rely on me for all the things i am and am not.

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If yall been to the fucking hospital in atlanta then youll know wtf im talking about when i say ts is set up like a fucking mall. Like where the fuck am i i hate it here fuck this place and fuck all these fuck ass doctors stealing from people.

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@ick_real The strength of a man is a woman

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@Rgl81973660 Is timothy gonna save us like jesus

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I was wondering if ive gotten like smarter or dumber if that makes sense but i see that i was j always kinda an idiot

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In the beginning I was nothing, no one. But now, I am the man I’ve always been jealous of. One who loves and is loved.

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Aye bruh i gaf u my dawg dont let anybody ever make u feel like that frr if it werent for u idk where id be u got me through it all and we always gon have eachother 🤪

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I just feel like i deserve her atp. Ive been alone for so longgg. Yall get ur brothers and ur sisters man im really our her solo sqauding life. Nobody gaf tho

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To a person who has opened their eye and aligned their ego and perception of reality with a present existence greater and ever more encompassing which is accessible to all peoples.

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As far as i know to want comes from my individualism. nature does not want it only does and does not without subject never attempting to be ethically perceived. So for me to still have this undenying want for what it feels like is not mine yet should be considered wrong

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Ive almost figured out how to perfectly manifest the will of God by aligning my own ego with his selfless all encompassing knowing and existence and recognizing my true identity as one of infinite possibilities being played out in real time. Is it wrong of me to continue to want.

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@iky_fwjett No. And it is this thinking that pulls u away from jesus. He loves you more than what you do. There is no audition inly experience

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@lilkarabearr Bro ur supposed to be expressing ur passionate love. Im sorry you didnt know that damn. 2025 everybody. Guys wtf is sex for???🤪🤪🤪

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Is there a reality where im 70 and still thinking about her?

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My faith has only been tested not proven. I have not faltered just gotten closer to my perfect alignment in which i receive exactly what was meant for me.