at this point im honestly really bummed and were in the car and i just tell her that i’m upset that i couldn’t get the plushie and that im sad that i haven’t really got to celebrate my birthday.
I don’t want to take public transit, because I can’t stand having to sit on the train/bus with other people I don’t know. Can’t stand living in an apartment and having to be around other people every single time I leave my house.
So I'm well aware having phases of discomfort, depression, or "not being the best friend there is" are totally normal. However, for the past 2 years I've been realising that my friend isn't all I made him to be in my head.