at this point, i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm not sure if i'm depressed or not because i can smile and laugh during the day, but later at night, i find myself crying, feeling numb and empty
i've been trying so hard to get better day by day. pushing myself through the pain, through the doubt, hoping that one day it will all be worth it. but sometimes, no matter how much i grow or how hard i try, it still feels like i'm never enough for the people i care about.😴