Keep thinking of anyone I am comfortable talking too but that no longer exists for me. The one person I did trust I pushed him away and shoved him out of my life complete. Wooo.... Go me.... v.v
I had to give up on of the last things that made me happy again for the 2nd time in my life. This is so fucking hard and I feel so dead inside now. I just want to drop dead at this point. I can't take anymore, nor do I want to continue on. I always lose everything.
Don't post anything not even on my alt. Main, think I've broken myself from social media. Don't be surprised when this account is deleted, its only a matter of time at this point.