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[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

2023 will be remembered as the worst year of my life so far. I lost more than I can put into words. Praying for better days. Miss you pops, Happy Heavenly new year dad 💙❤️

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

@meakins_robert I love you pops. I miss you everyday. Dreamt of you last night. Had to be cause today’s your birthday. Thanks for the gift of being able to see in my dreams.

“Donec Iterum Conveniant, Semper Ama” ❤️💙

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Missing pops a lot more lately 😢

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Day 5 of working out / diet. 214 lbs

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Day 4 of workout and diet. 215 lbs. missed a workout yesterday and dreading todays leg workout 😣

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Day 3 workout & diet. 215.5 lbs. L in clothing

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Day 2 of workout/diet. 218 lbs, size L clothing

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Day 1 workout & diet. 221 lbs and size large clothing

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Days like today I really miss my dad 😢

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Date night 👩🏻‍❤️‍👨🏻 🍻🍔

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

done adulting. can i just be rich from the lotto or have a sugar momma, or like a long distant relative i never met give me their vast fortune 😭

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

craving seafood 😩

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

sometimes you just have to sit back and laugh at how absurd things are 🤣

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

Happy Mother’s day

1) my mother for everything she did for me growing up & caring for me

2) to the children of my mother, @cabazos_ . i appreciate everything you do for our kids. Jason & Kimberly are lucky to have you as a mom. They are taken care of & loved everyday by you 😊

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

what a way to end my day 😔……bedtime though 😴

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

feeling a bit of the blues today 😔

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

set list is playing, tired af, working on paperwork. feels like a monday. going to be a long week 😅

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

trust, hard to gain and easy to lose

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

need to find some sort of healthy obsession to stay focused bc currently mind feels like it’s on a million different things 🤯🧠

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

@cabazos_ i’ll listen to him when the other 2 knuckleheads are here

[joshua @JoshuaMeakins]

going to be a Parker/Josh song day while i get paperwork done ✔️