after really this, i felt really lost, i know i shouldnt have made any assumptions, i know i shouldnt have fallen for her, but i did, and i’ve now for the first time, have fallen in love, and got heartbroken.
II was obviously missing those people, that sudden shift to not having them in my life anymore. think one of the reasons why last year summer was so hard on me was because I was still processing and going through the loss of a few long term friendships.
⊹S "You keep asking if it's okay. It's been okay for a while now. You just haven't noticed."
⊹ "I'm proud of you. I don't think i say that enough, and that's on me."
⊹ "The day you don't need me anymore is genuinely the goal.o do me a favor and learn from mine instead."
I need slow mornings, a safe workplace, engaging and meaningful work, opportunities to create, and one check that covers all my expenses before I’ll be excited to fly out of bed in the mornings again.
2. Why antidepressants fail: They target serotonin, not dopamine. They may even blunt the little motivation you have left. Therapy might push you to 'do things you enjoy' but you can't initiate. That's not resistance; it's a neurological wall.