My birthday has come to an end, and I wish for nothing more than to thank everyone who joined me in this enjoyable stream experience, all of my amazing friends, I do hope that even if we don't spend time together, I love y'all to bits and pieces
I've gotten to feeling so depressed over the recent months, somehow wishing I could vanish peacefully in my sleep, stagnating and feeling a disconnect from any world, physical and virtual.
The best thing about messaging or talking to someone is that it isn't something in your control, and the randomness in each message is something to cherish and love, you don't know when its gonna happen but you enjoy the messages and the company nonetheless
Over the weekend I got two anxiety attacks over tech issues, also stemming from the fact I had just got my PC back a week ago from repairs... and I'm so hesistant to start streaming because my OBS crashed like 3 times then... and my pc died once, but I did just reseat my ram...
My PC died! I sent it for repairs, it'll take a while for it to be fully done, but it gave me this sense of unease before the courier picked it up, till now, I can't sleep well, time passes super slowly and I feel lonelier than usual! But I'm sure it'll pass!
Seeing a lot of small streamer friends make posts about being in Bācharu Toshokan, and I'm happy that I'm in here too :33 I keep forgetting how adorable all the art I've gotten from skebs have been as well muhehe