I know this is just a silly clip, but it’s so nice to see me being like this again when I black. No more worrying about being too dark when I black out. Or if I might break down. I’m back to being happy-go-lucky Jude again and I’m so thankful for the healing
Someone told me that if anyone can handle what I’m going through, it would be me.
That’s the thing though.
I don’t want to have to handle going through this.
I’m tired of having to survive things.