DILFboyjenius

I put the J in genius on purpose ——— follow my Twitch if you want to see an average gamer. “I ain’t bad, but I ain’t good”

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I know this is just a silly clip, but it’s so nice to see me being like this again when I black. No more worrying about being too dark when I black out. Or if I might break down. I’m back to being happy-go-lucky Jude again and I’m so thankful for the healing

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

@ARCRaidersGame can you make it so you can equip different augments that you pick up mid game?

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I don’t want to be so angry anymore

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I wonder if I’ll ever feel like I’m not living someone else’s nightmare every time I wake up

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I go back and forth between moving forward with what’s happening and being completely heart broken about what’s happened

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

In a month, we’ll be in a year where there was never an us

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

You ever feel like everyone’s lives around you would just be so much easier if you weren’t in it

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

This sucks

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

Man, heart break and depression’s a bitch

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I don’t want what we had. It was broken and we know that. I want something new. But I want it with you.

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

Well, if I didn’t wanna kms before, definitely do now lol

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I hope you see me in everything you do and everyone you see

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I’ll never let you know how much you broke me. I don’t think you could live with that.

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

So I just gotta pretend I’m not madly in love with you and completely heartbroken for the sake of keeping the peace?

Ok got it.

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I get pulled into your orbit when I’m around you

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I still get in on my side of the bed.

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

Someone told me that if anyone can handle what I’m going through, it would be me.

That’s the thing though.
I don’t want to have to handle going through this.
I’m tired of having to survive things.

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

Twitter (X) is my safe space for depressing posts. Yall get to see my progress from deep depression Jude back to normalcy Jude

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

I could use a good day. Haven’t had one in a couple months

[DILFboyjenius @JudeBoyJenius]

When Chester said “put me out of my fucking miseryyyyyyy”

I felt that