Jula🐛

New to #edtwt 🫧
she/her
Might use this as a wl diary/vents

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

New to #edtwt so here’s some info abt me🫧
Sw- 75kg
Cw- 58kg
Gw- 47kg
Ugw- 45kg
160 cm

I’ve been struggling a lot with binge eating lately and I want this to be some kind of reminder to keep myself in check🐛
Any tips or motivation would be appreciated😓

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Hey guys, i’ve been inactive for the past month or so.
I’ve been struggling really hard with my mental health and it’s only getting worse. I’ve gained around 6 kg due to coping with food, I hate myself more and more and it’s affecting also my friends now. Idk what to do

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Good morning guys

Great fucking news omfg i’m finally back on 55 kg. Hit 55.6 like over a month ago, binged and lost it. This time it’s 55.4😋 i’m not going to binge i’m not going to binge i’m not going to binge🙏

Hope you guys have a great day<3

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@jstolelife Thank you<3 i still hope that they’re gonna show support if i’ll ever try to talk to them about my problems😓

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Oh my fucking god my dumbass left my razor blades in the bathroom after a sesh, my parents found them n i lied that i use them to shave off facial hair. They believed me but said me that i don’t want to know what will happen if they ever see that i cut myself, i’m fucking scared

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@sat2real YESSSS IT’S MY FAV ANIME I FOUND THOSE PINS LIKE TEN MINS BEFORE COMIC CON ENDED N I BOUGHT THEM ALL😭

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Nobody cares but COMIC CON HAULLL. Omfg i loved it so much i love being a loser nerd amongst other loser nerds (wow you wouldn’t guess what my fav pokemon is😭)

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@sat2real Yesss i’m so happy i got all of theseeee i love pokemon cards

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@junkerishj84237 Yesss i love them sm😻

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@MourningAngel0 I will thank you<3

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Need to lose 0.3kg to finally get out of the miserable bmi 22 n dip my toes into bmi 21🙏🙏

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@tw_kaby

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Goodmorninggg <333

1. Two classmates i don’t talk with at all complimented me yesterday saying i turned skinny n that it looks good on me
2. I could see my hipbones in a random ass pic my friend took
= life is worth living again🙏

Hope you all have a great day^^

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@jstolelife Thank youu<333

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Goodnight<3

Not very active lately, sorry for that guys😓 anyways quick life update ig, fasted for two days now, breaking it tmrw, my period is like 9 days late even tho i take pills to keep it regular, don’t know what’s happening🤧

Sweet dreams everybody!^^

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Goodnight guys<33

Weighted 57.8 today (gained up to like 59.8 after my binges) but i binged today (shoot me omg) but i don’t feel as bloated as normally when i binge, got my steps in n took lax so i just hope i won’t gain too much🫩

Sweet dreams^^

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Goodmorninggg

I feel weak as hell for some reason, i’m shaking n my heart is beating so fast and i literally woke up, like, 15 mins ago idk what’s happening😔

Have a great day oomfies<33

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@jstolelife Thank youu!!^^

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Goodnight<33

Finally a day wo binging n i acc got my steps in🙏
Fasted n got 18k steps🫡
But I’m tired as hell so gonna sleep soon. Sweet dreams oomfies🫶

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

@dmo122179 This is so real omg

[Jula🐛 @Julaiiaa]

Honestly the most annoying fucking thing is losing the weight you’ve already lost once. Like i don’t feel motivated whatsoever n i just feel like a fat fucking chud