When I think about how I’m going to travel for 4 months and not have access to my drums, it makes me want to cry.
Like I’m so excited to go but I’m so in love with making music it hurts when I know I won’t have immediate access to it.
I’m so desensitized to romantic relationships within my own life it’s crazy.
Kinda powerful, like I welcome it with open arms but if it isn’t happening I’m like ok whatever.