I don’t know a single man that would date women they don’t find attractive but because she’s “nice”. So why are women obligated to date men over niceness alone.
But I wish I didn’t, I really wish I didn’t know or understand, because everything I do puts this tremendous pressure to do something and give back, which always never feels enough.
This is a part of my personal statement which just got me into one of the best 20 universities worldwide, and it fucking hurts me to know what this life was, I fucking hate it because no matter how well I am doing, I always carry this damn knowledge which can be eye opening
In the last few weeks I have been feeling heavier than ever, my life is literally the best it can get, but my mom had a mini stroke when she visited me in London, in front of me, and It brought to so many feelings to the surface - guilt is the biggest one -
In the last few weeks I have been feeling heavier than ever, my life is literally the best it can get, but my mom had a mini stroke when she visited me in London, in front of me, and It brought to so many feelings to the surface - guilt is the biggest one -
It’s really hard to fix this especially given she is over 60 years old, everytime i try to talk to her or anyone about viewing life differently she literally takes it as an attack and all of you are against me etc