⚰ Julz

Dmitry Miskov; the love of my life God bless your soul, until we meet again angel 💖
10/26/92-8/17/18
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[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Butty knew it was you that I brought home today. He saw you laying in front of me and came over and gave you kisses. I'm still so lost. We miss you so much and we love you more than you can fathom Dmitry.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Last year.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Realizing lately, all the boys I've ever loved have died.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Can I love you in the meantime?

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Can a heart still break once it's stopped beating

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Here comes the guilt.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

All I think about is touching you again.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Wah wah wah, the manager got embarrassed I called her out in front of all the employees so she made corporate come out and ban me from that location. Keep emotionally cheating with your "best friends" not-boyfriend she uses.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I'm learning ways to not feel.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I know this sadness won't go away.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I don't care if it's a dream or not so long as I still get to feel you.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I'm constantly being treated like I'm a villain.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I feel like I'm a toy sometimes, I'm so open for friendships people just use me until they find something better.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Fuck. I'll always miss our friendship. I think about it often. I wish I didn't lose you too. I wish we could have been in each other's lives forever. I fight the urge to text you whenever my mind wanders in your direction. Bye.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

All the things you don't remember are the things I'll never forget.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

And I'm sad again.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

It still isn't fair to me that everyone else got the better version of you.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Now I'm going to cry myself to sleep

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

I'm heartbroken from my dreams and seeing you again.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Been thinking about you lately. And I miss you.

[⚰ Julz @Juliakitty69]

Own what you feel.