I knew that even if I spoke this feeling out, I would only meet with sarcasm and suspicion. But now I dare to say it. So what is the important thing that makes me say this now?
These past two days, I've read some words❤️ that brought me back to a video from the summer of 2022. The sky that night was strange. I lay on Reindeer's mat, looking up, and felt as if a huge hole dug right through my heart—so huge that I fell into it and become someone else
I dunno why, but ever since then, I've felt like I am the less mature one. Different from how I felt listening to the songs over a decade ago. I never doubted for a moment that I'd get to see such sharp arrangements today, the prompt and structured underlying analysis behind.
Years later, I manually scrolled through my saved favorites just to find it again. It really is an incredible track—I've carried it for nine years. Screw that Gemini tyrant(just let off me😭), I love this song.
Nine years ago when the lead single dropped, I listened right away. I was choosing this "perfect reality," yet something felt off—where was Wenwen? I felt like the song was pointing fingers at me, so I shut it off halfway through.
Working in America's time now 😒😷 But at least I felt being seen deep inside and not alone. I know our birth charts are alive with Wind and Water. 所以这一切都不算什么啦
Air has that effortless, carefree vibe on the surface, yet keeps a strict handle on the underneath. For myself? Can’t quite tell. All I know is that I want to badmouth the sign person who hurt me, but I can’t just spray bullets blindly and end up hurting the ones I love🤷🏻♀️
After finishing ot, scrolled through my phone. Given that my inner circle is entirely made up of Air and Water signs, so much of what I see feels natural. People say Water signs are controlling, but I know that once reality is stable, they offer the most mutual respect&space.
Life’s a bit bitter, so I’ll sweeten it up. Just found out I’m not the only one with an amalgam filling😏 Back in elementary school, the dentist showed Mom two options, “Amalgam is a one‑and‑done deal, but if her future career involves being on camera, go with composite resin.”
I see clearer: all that conditioning, worldly success, flashy conquest—none are what I truly want. Behind them: cold emptiness and restless soul.
We stand tall coz we can choose not to choose these. And in this life, I’ve seen what I want—how not to be grateful for holding on?
My favorite childhood bakery has closed down (standing sadly outside the door). There's a problem at Reindeer's school. But avoided one interaction with someone I didn't want to see😮💨...Most memorable thing today -to those beautiful and gentle eyes🪷🕯️🙏🏻
Last night, as I comforted Bibo through the pain, it felt like I was finally saying all the things I didn't dare to say back then. I woke up this morning so happy to see that everything has finally taken a sweet turn.
I just knew I'd also enjoy messing around with this little guy. Life's been neatly chopped up by so many deadlines again. So I admire you even more and just curious how you pull it off