Idk how to really even post this or what i can even say. I feel i have a thousand things i wanna say but no idea how to word them, sorry i have made everyone wait so long for this final statement i think part of me just didnt wanna lose this community..but i made serious mistakes
Idk how to really even post this or what i can even say. I feel i have a thousand things i wanna say but no idea how to word them, sorry i have made everyone wait so long for this final statement i think part of me just didnt wanna lose this community..but i made serious mistakes
Mistakes i have to accept and take responsibility for. I also cant expect anyone to forgive me, sorry if this is too long im just emotional and wanna get this over with https://t.co/vEIhRTQUJI sorry if this is not enough but its all i can manage.
This does not mean i am aiming to come back in any capacity, but i feel i owe everyone a proper apology and show i am never gonna repeat this behaviour again, not that it excuses my actions in anyway. Idk if it's the right choice, but it's my choice for better or worse
I have semi cha ged my mind from having a convo with the original pister calling ne out and decided i am going to write a proper apology to everyone and take full accountability. Deativatimg ferls like running from my responsibilities.
Probably my last post. I have been working on an apology for all this fucked up stuff i have done. I know i fucked up insanly bad and dont deserve any sort of redemption. Should i even bother or just deactivate?
(I am not returing euther way and i dont expect forgiveness)
@volpurgisnot It is. Im ashaned to admit it but its true but i refuse to continue on that path. Im sorry i let everyone down but sll i can do now is apologise and try to move on abd mske sure those actions are never repeated
Probably my last post. I have been working on an apology for all this fucked up stuff i have done. I know i fucked up insanly bad and dont deserve any sort of redemption. Should i even bother or just deactivate?
(I am not returing euther way and i dont expect forgiveness)
@BBROS2277 Then i will do that when i have my mind in the right place to write one half worthy of this situation. Im sorry you had to be brought into this situationand hope im the last person like this you have to deal with
@BBROS2277 I thank you for at least being cival and i knoe i fucked up really badly (beyond words reslly) and am looking into getting proper help. Im all ready to make a proper apology post i just wanted to know if anyone even wanted to hear it. Im all ready to take full responsibility
Ibjust dont wanna seem i just ran without taking accountability so at least this post might at least prove im willing to acceot whst i did was beyond fucked up regardkess of the situation
I am going to be seeking help abd leaving twitter likeky permanently (at minimum till i have gotten serious help). I cant say an apology will make any difference but i wanna at least give the chance to hear my side but if its noy wanted i respect the decision.
@CarterKirby100 Something that you are only bringing up cause i was scared you were about to commit murder or at jeast thinking about it and convis we only had xause you encoraged them. Obviously i shoukdnt have joined in but you were actively asking me fir lewd stuff
Im not trying to justify anything. I shouldnt have talked about those inappropriate topics, i mainly said those things cause i was frankly terrefied you would be lewd with other much younger people abd i thought if i allowed you to talk about those topics then no one else would
I wanna say im sorry my words look really fucking awful out of context but i belive he is just tryi g to cherry pick things i have said. He kept forcing lewd conversations and i shouldnt have taken oart in in anyway
@BBROS2277 I know its fucking disgusting anf i never should have said this but sayong nothing would have just let him kerp forcing me i to things. I was not in the right mindset saying those things abd theres nothing i can do to apologise fkr it
@0takublazealt @melody_comfort @BBROS2277 Im sorry i said anything like that. I shouldnt have joined in on convos like that but he keit preasuring me into lewd acts that i wanted nothing to do with. Obviously i shoukdnt have even thought about saying that kinda stuff snd im sorry i ever took part in this