Shoddy_Efficiency

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[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

My betta fish of 6 years, yes, 6 years of life, got his skull crushed by a rock bc this bitch decided to shoot the gap and she’s lucky we didn’t plow straight fucking into her bc she would have for sure died or at least severely injured but it killed my fucking fish. 240 fish yrs

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

My betta fish of 6 years, yes, 6 years of life, got his skull crushed by a rock bc this bitch decided to shoot the gap and she’s lucky we didn’t plow straight fucking into her bc she would have for sure died or at least severely injured but it killed my fucking fish. 240 fish yrs

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

I know someone stole my charger until I said something and then it just so happened to pop up out of nowhere

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Like I swear I could have kept him alive for 10, I was shooting for that. He was just a little guy. 😭

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

In a car crash pretty much how fucking awful

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

1 year of human life is equivalent to like 40 years of a humans and he was alive for 6 FUCKING YEARS. It’s gone it’s over, I’m making him a casket out of pinewood and we’re gonna find a burial site near a creek or something, I’m so distraught.

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

People are being hella rude to me today like wtf did I do

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

All men are so simple minded, I over think what they do too much, especially their task they are doing. Like they can literally only think one step at a time while I’m over here thinking about everything all at once. It’s actually kinda hilarious

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

And I can’t even smoke a fucking cigarette

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Nobody is coming to save me but no one is going to stop me either LOL

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

I’m unmediated but I need something.. I wish I could take SSRIs ngl

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Everything I do.. what is the point of me even being here like I’m being fr rn bc wtf is this… I’m sick of it, I’m sick of doing it and I don’t want to do it anymore, I want to opt out… pleeeaaassse

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Like my proportions are.. I actually look like I have a BBL BUT ITS NOT my ass isn’t even that amazing a tho so like don’t get that twisted

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Pop like a balloon bc I have so much fat it’ll seep out of my skin right.. 😒

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

Poke and twist

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

I’m sick of it and I need to drink water… I’m thirsty and I think I’m getting acid reflux. Why? Bc it’s probably from me being so fucking fat, starving myself is too slow of a pain, I want to poke at my skin with a razor blade and get some discomfort from that bc I’m a pussy

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

I just have a shelf but I’m sick of it and would never ask for someone to have what I have

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

No 7 brew bc I’m a fat cunt

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

I wouldn’t choose to be me

[Shoddy_Efficiency @Just_Efficiency]

My lungs are all fucked up too