Every now and then I still had that panic attack reliving every moments, but now it gets easier. It really made me feel I am not built for relationship, changed how I see love. I might need to revisit this again if one day I happen to think I found the one😃
It really is a weird phase because one time you’re just severely depressed, going through all 5 stages of grief and somehow just detached yourself from that person on a random tuesday!