sacrifice feels uncomfortable because your focus is on what you’re giving up. the focus should rest entirely on what you’re getting, that is greater than what you gave, for the sacrifice.
I don’t know who needs to read this but you’re holding on so hard and tight not realizing your victory is in letting go. Your Promise Land is in letting go. A lot of your fear is wrapped up in illusions, smoke & mirrors, paper tigers. Even when you’re scared, you still must move.