I used to have defend my now ex wifes behavior and her in general like a lot. I never really thought this was odd because I was just so used to it. Having a gf who everyone genuinely loves is fucking wild.
I realized today in all of my serious relationships lasting over 6 months I've been cheated on more than once. I'm not sure if that says something about me or the women I involve myself with. When I say all, I mean all 2... the last being over a decade though.
Sometimes I feel like such an idiot for trusting my soon to be Ex wife again and again and again. But then I remembered that she fooled multiple licensed therapists too. They were straight up caught off guard. The last one couldn't even believe it. I wasn't the neutral party.
When you feel a song in your soul.
"I′m damaged
Fucked up
Cuz I′ve been burned so many times
Another might put me under
I'm not talking depression
I′m talking permanent slumber
And I surrender
Got no ambition left in my soul
Just a hole in my being from every feeling you stole
In all seriousness the last two days were miserable. Terrible body aches and fever. I remember Noah had it and similar issues for him he slept for like two days straight though. I was so uncomfortable I couldn't sleep. Now I slept too much today so I'm still awake at 2:30 am
Everyone always watches apocalyptic dramas and is like I'm gonna be one of the people that survives. Bitch please, you're over weight and prediabetic. You're dying in the 1st wave. Don't worry I'm realistic though. I am too.... maybe the second... But im still dying.