God, please put better people in my life. People who mean what they say and show it through their actions. I’ve spent enough time giving chances to people who only showed up when it benefited them. Enough time overlooking things I should’ve paid attention to from the start.
Letting someone too close is too dangerous. They might want to copy everything you are & become it or humble you for being more intelligent just to spend a lifetime trying to outdo you. They be like SEEEE LOOK WHAT I DID? cause they need my applause.
I’m so kind to ppl even when ik I don’t owe a mfker a damn thing and ppl just take my kindness for being some green bitch but when I become cold I’m everything under the sun. Ppl need to just leave me alone.
It's extremely important to learn how to be ok on your own. You have to learn how to pick yourself back up when you fall, provide for yourself, wipe your tears away & make yourself happy.
Having people there for you is truly great but you can't depend on them to always be there
I’ve started appreciating days where nothing dramatic happens. no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. those are the days that actually feel like rest.