Have to admit, even if I am to moving on from you, I will still look for someone just like you. You are turely special to me, you don't feel the same, I know.
Important things that took way to long but I am (kinda) accept now.
- I have good friends and family
- It is good to ask for help
- Failure is OK
- I can take life slowly, a bit at a time
- Open up
- Have a courage to do new things
- People do like me
I made a lot of mistake. I felt lost for years but peolple still support me and now I felt ok to take life easy a small step at a time. Thank you to everyone, freinds, family, random people on the internet. Love y'all.
Oddly, You encourage me to be better sooo much when we were together but I was to depressed to do shit but now I can see myself improving things a little bit at a time after you gone.
Still don't feel like getting back in to art though lol. I strated in this part to late on a whim, didn't stick to it, lost passion a long the way but now I know that is ok.
Ok. I feel a lot better now. There are tons of things I planed with you but I think I will try to do them myself or with other people. When time comes, we can be friend still.
It has only been a day but I already miss you so god damn much. Why did you have to spend time with me all day,every day just to left me alone in the end.