I feel like I owe you an explanation of where I have been since my last stream.
On Friday 12th January, I got in my car with no intentions of getting out of it alive. I had given up on life completely and was ready to end it all.
After numerous phone calls, I finally pulled over and answered the phone to my sister who who was crying and begging me to go home.
I have a lot of stuff going off IRL and it all got too much and I felt there was no escape, since this I have been to the doctors and asked for medical help. I am now on anti-depressants as I refused therapy as it really isn't for me and i am trying to get back on track.
With the help of my close friends, i have been focusing on myself more and doing the things that i enjoy to do without the pressure of having to be more than just myself.
Work have been really good with me and have released some of the pressure that was being put on me and allowing me to take breaks when needed.
My family have done everything they can to ensure that im okay and looking after myself. Its been a tough couple of weeks but im hoping to be back on track soon.
Streams will resume once i start to feel like myself again.
Thankyou
Keegan ❤️
I haven't touch Call of Duty since before Christmas! I've been playing #EscapefromTarkov off stream and man i forgot how much I love the rush it gives you and the accomplished feeling after completing a raid <3
Who's ready for the first stream of 2024 😱