I ate soooo much today during the hangout and will eat more tomorrow qwq
I did secretly purge after snacks and dinner to get all that food out of my system but I felt so bad doing something like this with friends... I am kinda worried they realized buy I dont think so...
Invited a friend and his gf over for the weekend, first time I meet her. He and I once has smth going some year ago but now we're just friends. I am skinnier than her. Yay c:
@yukiinoms But that doesnt really work for everyone and I can totally see why not.
I hope you van eventually find some form of occupation that makes you happy and perhaps helps you find purpose and acceptance in your life, be it work or a hobbie owo
@yukiinoms Tbh "worth it" is quite a matter of perspective and depends on what you are looking for in generall. Having some sort of daily routine and requiring to get out of bed does quite help to manage myself, even when I feel miserable. So I am glad that I am able to work.
@rott3nindolly We played some tabletop games, went for dinner, we are going drinking next, will have brunch tomorrow and then do an escape room!! yay!!!
Friends coming over for the weekend and I will eat so many yummy things and gain maybe but we will have fun!! I also deep cleaned my flat so I feel pretty happy right now :)
@yukiinoms I get payed for doing something I feel is giving my existence value. I help savjng lives of animals who need help and I support people that way. I earn enough money to live on my own and not burdon my family.
It is a illusion of control but one that feels right.
@yukiinoms Personally I work as a vet assisstant and while work ia not nice all times and usually quite exhausting, helping animals is very dear to me. So I do want to work, but specifically this job. It gives my life a sense of purpose.
All important things are pretty much done after this weekend and the urges to relapse are driving me insame so starting monday I can sh again if I play it safe at work and I think I will go insane if I dont relapse soon lmao
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