I always get whiplash when I see peoples deadnames on Facebook, like
Who are you
You're not the eldritch entity I've come to love
How dare you steal the likeness of my friend
I have posted this absolutely everywhere and yes I will be obnoxious about it cause it's a goal I've been chasing forever.
180kg at long fucking last. 4 plates is MINE #gym#gains
Little rant about my current state of being I guess.
I'm both proud of who I've become and hate who I am also. I feel like I'm always taking 2 steps forward and 1 steps back and it's all because I keep comparing myself to other people.
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It just sucks that I know I got some good stuff going for me and being fully fucking aware. But its always drowned out by that little bastard in my head saying "Yeah but they have it better. It'll never be you".
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