When you apply to 20 jobs in one day because you wanted to get some extra cash to go visit your long distance partner more with your other partners, then it's just to have a backup plan because your working partners contract position is coming to an end π
I also think if I just showed up there today she would come with, but I don't wanna mess up her first year of uni yk? Plus we need time to evict the downstairs people and get remodel done down there so we can have 4 people in one house (we are gonna need a bigger everything lmao)
*abducted - this would be consensual trust me, it's just funny to say it like this and she might need the push to detach from her home and stuff
I would never harm her, and I gurentee if I made the drive and asked her to get in the car, she would
I still miss her so much istg I'm searching everything I can to find excuses, reasons to go back quicker, sooner, as soon as I can because she means that me and idk tbh
She's something special that's for sure π