@Agent42069_ shooting back then like it turned into hundreds of people in ths shooting thing i ended up killing two people then my brother had to run and get more amo for his rifle and the i was apparently dating the leader of this whole thing
@Agent42069_ it depends on the mood i go to sleep being. like last night i had some sort of dream where a dude had a gun and was shooting people while waking down my road and not the first time this happened.and so my brother grabbed a rifle and i grabbed a shot gun then we started shooting
i seriously cant take the pain anymore. it gives me flashbacks of the past and it haunts me every single time i get close to someone. idk if i can take it anymore. i rather give myself pain than live in pain from being broken by other people. im so fucking done with this shit.
when ur broken to the point u wanna give up but theres still that feeling in u saying dont completely end it just numb the feeling.yea thats my life rn and i cant control myself rn. its to the point im thinking about relapsing bc i deserve the pain after everything.