Instead of blaming a suicidal people because of the way they think, we should just make them realize the things that make this life worth living. It will not be easy convincing a suicidal person but if we love them enough, I don't think that will be a problem.
I've been feeling down these past few weeks because of some personal problems with myself and with my family. It came to the point that I just locked myself in my room for a week. I only went out to eat and take a bath. I didn't talk to any of my family about it because aside
I don't blame the people who already chose this path. All I'm sure of is that they've been through a lot and I know that making that decision is not easy for them too. And that they are not weak just because they decided to end their lives.
My best friend didn't say anything and she just waited for me to collect myself and start talking. I told her everything. What I'm feeling, what I intend to do and why, and the letters. I know I broke my best friend's heart after all my revelations.
She picked me up. We went somewhere to eat while she's telling me everything that happened to her in the past few weeks. After that, she started asking about me. At first, I didn't know what to say. My words fail me and I just realized that I'm crying.